Saturday, June 30, 2007
Ending the Week
Well it is the end of the week here & I am antsy to do get into next week already. So much has gone on in my heart this week yet so little has gone on in my schedule. It seems like God works that way sometimes. He loves the stillness so that we can finally tune in to what he is trying to say. Well next week we will return to a bit more of a schedule. Kurto starting in the Justice House of Prayer & both of us going down to the Call. It is challenging to my heart to weigh out these things. What do I do about Israel & driving 10 hrs one day, going to an all day prayer conference the next and then back in the car. It sounds terrible & wonderful all at the same time. Used to just jump at the chance to go anywhere and do anything yet with a child it is different. I find myself weighing in on "is this too much for Izzy? Is this fair to him? Am I just crazy?". But then I feel my spirit saying "yes it is ok. Izzy was made for this & you are too". Being a forerunner is strange, often misunderstood and more often than all of this sometimes crazy. But God is crazy too. He wants me to be crazy about Him, for Him & let His craziness (in the most respectful way) shine through me (even in weird circumstances). Being a forerunner mom seems a bit off the edge. I am realizing though that Izzy is just one step ahead of that. I am in continually learning mode as to how much he already functions in the realm of the Spirit & in his little heart with worship & prayer. I must go because of who he is and who God has called him to be.